He really spoke to me for the first time in… Forever tonight. I could have sworn that my heart was going to beat right out of my chest. I could hear it in my ears. I’m sure anyone near me could have heard it too.
I honestly never thought we’d talk again. Let alone just chit chat. I couldn’t stop smiling with each response I got. His lol just made me so happy cause I didn’t feel like I was annoying him.
Even while he was talking about this girl he’s dating. I was still thrilled. Because we were talking. He could date whomever we wanted. I didn’t care. I still don’t. Just as long as we’re talking. I don’t care.
Even while we just talk about casual shit. It still makes me the most happiest girl in the whole world. I still love him so much. Even if we never get back together. I’m just glad we spoke again. Even if we never do again. I’m glad we did again and it went nicely.
I’m still sitting here smiling. He’s still the one I love the most and still the one if choose at the end of the day.
My week started out pretty shitty but with his few responses, he made my whole month. It’s okay if he doesn’t love me. I love him. Very much. More then anyone else.
I’m glad we got to speak again. I hope we get to again. Even if it’s just random shit we talk about. But you know, if we don’t talk again, it’s okay. I’m glad we did this time. That makes me the happiest. Nothing else compares to how happy I was in that moment. I haven’t been that thrilled in such a long time.