I can’t still picture us together…

Please don’t do this to me again. I still love you so much. It terrifies me to know we’re talking again and that we can talk… That’s horrifying because what if… What if you want me back? What if you want me back into your life? What if we spend time together? It’ll happen all over again and I just won’t be able to stop it. I can’t stop the way I feel about you. How much I still love you. It hasn’t changed, even though I have.

Just please, don’t do this to me again. Don’t come back into my life if you’re not serious about staying and being apart of it. I can’t say no to you. No matter what I try to tell everyone else. No matter how I try to convince myself. I know the truth. I love you. I want to be with you. I can’t stop myself from wanting to be with you.

I still love you…